Right now my Aunt is in the hospital being kept alive by a ventilator. They are going to let her die on Monday. It is really hitting hard some of the people closest to me. My mom for one. Becky is her sister after all. Also my cousin Matt. I don't even know what to tell him. No matter what the circumstances have been, that is his mom he is losing. I can't even imagine how difficult this is for him.
I don't like having to deal with death again. It is a reminder of loss and what I don't have here on earth.